Peace Within My Heart

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I have an irksome mind that I wanna write something here
am just playing with the words :crazy:

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I remember one said I never acknowledge that Ive been infiltrated by an aLiEn
InvadeR :alien: who lives within my psyche :crazy: :alphaosiris:
I am accustomed to suppressing feeling that I suppressed high ones along with the lows if only long enough to appreciate my superhuman potential once Ive experienced my limitations, I am that much equipped to defy them!" tho "Sometimes i misrepresent myself , however i can employ my tremendous, unusual visions in sharing with others
and sure i can give affection :tighthug:

I might have turned my back on my feelings and refusing to acknowledge some emotion! :brushteeth:

Shusshhh,  feeling so strange ... Something is asking me to choose, reconcile myself
to my options, perhaps through contemplation or conflict resolution.

Guess i have to Learn to trust my instincts or intuition in order to move forward,
rather than stubbornly holding onto a point with blind faith or loyalty because when
it's right, I will know it and this may be my big moment to rise to the challenge
and prove that i've got it "going on"

last nights ...

Piano Room by BlueCato Left behind by EliseEnchanted Ops by Mumtazzaidi Nebulous Termini by IrondoomDesign
advesariuS by anapt:thumb157553033: bubbles I by Freeq22 shadow by forgottenx

Was alone in my dark room as Emma Shapplin's amazing soprano mesmerized my ear my mind
by Dolce Veneno :heart:

In a distorted state of consciousness :floating:, learned how my thoughts could
stray from what my voice saying that I heard from distance.

Closed my eyes, felt good the muscles of my face relaxed, moved from my face to
my jaw and my jaw relaxed, my tongue fall to the base of my mouth. The relaxation
was moving from my jaw to my neck down to my shoulder, arms, elbows, wrist, hands
and fingers then moving again to my torso breathing was easy, crept over me ...
moving again from waist to the hips down to thighs, knees, legs, ankles,
to my feet and toes ohhhh I felt a pleasant drifting feeling deeply and
peacefully relaxed  :meditation:

I suddenly remember about an expert's thoughts

Have you know your mother to be in the past? Are you choosing to be born?
Will you know the coming lifetime? Will you know them as lovers? Friends?
Will you know they be your children? What's on earth you ask this strange question eh?

She said "i never believe that behavior modification or learning theory provided
a new insight into human behavior"  

"Human beings deal with their problems and their complex ways in which they try to
deal with circumstances, you will never found 2 people the same nor 1 explanation
that would cover more than 1 case. Life kept happening to everyone and as the life
flowed through with the currents of the culture of time, place, certain question
grew insistent! What are we here for? What is the purpose of all the emotions,
struggles and anxieties of our times?"

By her thoughts, i start to think ...

:thumb158290732: sh by forgottenx listen to the music of fire by darkshines7 Door of consciousness by AndreyBobir
:thumb157789081: Apotheosis by Zane-Kunning The path2 by njakkk Grave Raven by RobAndersonJr

i remember the moment when he came out of his gentle fog disorientation and asked,
his eyes bright with fear ... Am i gonna die my love? ... I have had to face the wheel
of life and the inevitable death of loved ones but what is the death?
And if we must die, why are we born at all?

The first Breath was wonderful, I got the feeling of great happiness and relief
that I was aware, I had great fear just at the birth experience ...

Well, further written "We must become Gods in our thoughtful understanding of
who we are, where we come from and what our purpose must be?"

Yep maybe maybe ... however some people keep questioning
"is it possible to unveil the secret of Gods Planning for each of us? as a wisdom word
saying that God give us strength 'till the momentto accept the things we cant change,
to change the things we can and wisdom to know the difference for we do believe that
God's plan is the most wonderful one. Is it really true?"

when orb matters... by chrisntheboat:thumb158338314: Marquage au Sol by achel Long shadows crop by JoInnovate
Where Dreams Will Blossom... by JonasHodneHaugen Mysterious attraction by Sesca Never Forget It... by toxictwo Solitude by ictenbey

It's hope of achievement and not pleasure that made life worth living.
Do we love and value life so much as we publicly confess to? Perhaps life
was more pleasant in the past  ... :hmm:

Anyway when the sky so black, i still could see the light beyond ...
shadow of the tree and my eyes entertained by smiley stars above
like the sun in the night :sun:

i whisper in my ear ...
i will be a better person :love:

I wish you all the Love of friends and family...  
And Peace within your heart

I wish you all the Beauty of nature...
That you may enjoy the work of universe

I wish you all Wisdom to choose priorities...
For those things that really matter in life

I wish you all Generousity so you may share...
All good things that come to you

Just a Thought!
I wish you Happiness And Blessings
:frail:   


Thank you for allowing me to feature your awesome arts in my journal

Sub Thanks To:
:iconbluecato::heart:

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IrondoomDesign's avatar
Hi :)

Thank you so much for the feature!
I'm so honored!

Best regards,
Augusto